Pat you did it your way right to the end a special person and a special friend I went to ring you the other day to tell you some news that I thought would make you smile I can't believe your not there so I told you anyway, the Thursday's when I used to test in the morning so I could come and bring lunch when you were isolating the long afternoon chats putting the world to rights and endless cups of tea or just having a dam good laugh your missed so much.